Am I obsessed in love???

Well, as what most everyone already know… I just found my love. Ni 1st time I try a relationship with someone much younger than me a.k.a hanak hekan. Actually takde la hanak hekan sgt sbb umur dia pons dah 24, dah start keje pon (denial ker…? He3). Walau pon still dlm kategori budak2 lagi, tp nampak cara & gaya cam agak matured. Anyway, hopefully we’ll be ok. Tp ntah la, bila dah start berchenta2 ni, I start rs cam tak best. Kadang2 rs cam the mind is too occupied dgn soalan2: ‘dia ingat kat aku tak?? Kenapa x msg ni… x suke kat aku dah ke??? Kenapa tak layan aku call ni, ada orang lain ke??? Asyik aku je yg msg, terhegeh2 sgt ke aku ni???’… Am I obsessed in love??? Apa2 pon, I kena kawal perasaan I, sbb semua org akan jd bodoh klu dah start berchenta. I harap i can just enjoy the moment, just accept what ever happen… and thinking rationally.